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[03 Jan 2005|06:06pm] |
hiya!
wow...christmas was fun! ^o^ seriously! you know what the best thing about christmas is after the presents?
christmas sex!
and my, my, my! we had a lot of that~ we didn't really have much time before or after christmas for that kind of thing, so we more than made up for it then! but i've been shouted at for talking about my sex life too much, so I'll shut up and tell you what else we did ^^
well, i have ryo my present on new years eve. its this gorgeous suit that i had made just for him. it looks absolutely stunning on him! seriously, its just beautiful! ^^ and then he gave me my present...
i swear i had tears in my eyes. its the most beautiful mink coat.....its just.....absoultely beautiful. i sat there and hugged my sweetie for about ten minutes. hes lovely and sweet when he wants to be and that present was just...too...amazing....
then, afterwards, he handed me another box. i opened it and....pink ice skates! they're sooo cute! ^^ then ryo took me out ice skating! it was so much fun!
and of course, i had to buy my other honey a gift~ so leon got a pair of reindeer antlers! he trotted around with them on all day quite happily ^o^ hes such a cutie!
but after christmas it was kinda...back to work as usual -_- sooooo muuuuch wooooork! i don't like it. i can't wait until all the shows are over now! i just want to rest! new years was hell. hell i tell you....but...you know what happens after the countdown?
first sex of the year!!!!
anyway, junno, ueda - i hope you enjoyed your present ^_~ i'm going to pass out on my bed and sleep for a week.
night all! ^_~
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[24 Dec 2004|05:26pm] |
its christmas tomorrow!
i can't wait! i want it to snow! and i want to be able to go out and play in it with ryo and leon! it'd be so much fun...but...we have to work -_- they could at least give us christmas off!!! meanies...
i hope ryo likes his gift. i took so long picking it out! i know he'll love it...well...i hope i know he'll love it. i know...i...hope...i.......
whatever!
i bought leon a new collar and cute little santa hat ^^ ryo has a santa hat too! i'm making him wear it tomorrow! aaaaallll of tomorrow! if he does he may get a surprise when we get home~
i'll have to work out a way of getting every else's presents to them too. I'm probably not going to see many people tomorrow. all too busy having christmas sex! well, i guess i can understand that....
so yeah! have a merry christmas everybody! and a happy new year, just incase i miss seeing some of you!
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[16 Dec 2004|04:30pm] |
new haircut! it looks hot, but then....it was always going to look hot, right? i could have dyed it green and gotton an afro and i'd still look gorgeous.
aaaand....ta-dah! i finished my christmas shopping! everyone in kanjani8, news, kattun and a handful of other juniors have gifts now~ i'm impressed because it was nearly christmas eve before i'd finished last year. so i'm ahead of schedule! which leaves...time to buy gifts for me~
hee hee~
oooh.....concerts -_- i don't want to work! but....concerts are fun. three concerts a day aren't *so* much fun, but...its good to be around everyone again for a decent length of time! and oh the nights spent in my hotel room with a certain someone~ joy!
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[08 Dec 2004|07:40pm] |
ryo, your funny little web thing is saying i'm a peach chunk....
anyway, today i did not a damn lot! ryo made me stay home while he went shopping. i ended up taking leon out for a walk. he did the cutest thing when we walked past this group of girls! he like...got up on his pack legs and stayed pawing at the air! they couldn't resist his charms and all came over to pet him ^^ hes just sooooooo cute! i love my puppy~
i actually...snuck out to the pet store (that expensive one that scares ryo because, supposedly, no dog needs a 10,000円 collar....) and bought him a new ball and a cute little shirt! its so adorable on him and he likes it too~ he was parading around all day showing it off! takes after his mummy ^^
i'll have to take him round to tsubasa's at some point to show him off...
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[07 Dec 2004|09:35pm] |
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i'm so tired! i can't handle this!
working in two bands isn't fun you know. in kanjani 8 i'm always being told to keep up and stop being such a wuss. in news everyone is always saying 'oh it can't be that hard!'
well yes! yes it fucking can! hard work is fair enough, but this is just silly. i love news, but...its just...arg...too difficult for me to keep up with both of them. ryo is knackered too although he won't admit it - the stubborn mule of a man. i haven't been able to see my friends for longer than an hour in days.....
it is cruel and unusual punishment.
what did i do wrong, huh? what? was i a bad boy when i was in v west? do they think i need to be knocked down a peg or two? or was i too good and they think i can handle the pressure?
gah....i want a drink and a night in with my boyfriend~
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[04 Dec 2004|11:30pm] |
i'm in love....lots.
you see, after last night's events, i realised a lot of things. i'm lucky to have my ryo. really lucky. i thought for a while that i'd lost him. that it was all over. i'd finally pushed him too far and we weren't going to be able to get back. but....i should have known that hes a better person than that.
so, ryo, thank you for being here for me. you do't know how much you mean to me or how much i need you. i know that sounds so selfish, but...i can't help it. i really do need you.
and i love you.
i promise we won't fight like that again.
promise.
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[04 Dec 2004|12:17pm] |
...not going near work today. those of you who called last night know where i am. just....some of you tell management that i'm ill or something? can't face coming in today. i just...
...god...what happened last night? i read back on it and...it started off so stupidly! christ...i let it get so out of hand. i could have just....agreed. should have just agreed with him. ryo may have faults, but i have them too. i'm too proud for my own damn good. and...i think i've wrecked one of the best things i ever had.
i hate this morning after feeling, you know? when you know you've done something terrible, but...can't...fix it and its taken you nearly twelve hours to realise it. and by then its probably too late and now you have to live with it. work is going to be unimaginable from now on. i think i really upset him, although....i'm not sure if thats ticked over into anger overnight. it might be better if it has. he can just kick the shit out of me for being a selfish little bitch and we can get on with it, right? ^^ heh....no....
sorry, i'm still not thinking right here.
christ what am i going to do?
......i'm going for a walk.....
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[04 Dec 2004|01:52am] |
thats it.
ueda, you win. no matter how many tiems you and junno fight, you sort it out and everything is fine. you have a perfect relationship.
turns out mine was all surface and no substance.
me and ryo are over. and the coward was too afraid of what i'd say to let me reply to his little sob story! ha! proving every point i made about him. fucking pathetic.
but, doesn't matter right? i'll bounce back and move on. i always do! thats me. thats good ol' hiroki. surprised it lasted as long as it did quite frankly. i can do better, right? course i fucking can.
if any of you guys need me tonight do *not* call my house. i won't be there. my cell will be on all night, so you can get me on that. so, tsubasa....if you need me....for....anything at all, just call. please.
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[03 Dec 2004|11:48pm] |
ugh...back to work today. seriously, sometimes its so hard sitting there having my photo taken! kept dancing behind the cameraman whenever yamapi was getting his solo shots done in an attempt to get the miserable bastard to smile. no such luck. massu seems to find me amusing though ^o^
went to see ueda on our lunchbreak. kattun have a bigger dressingroom than we do. i don't think thats fair. we have more people! ah well. i suppose they must be accomodating for kame's massive ego.
oh but when we got home.....oooh....hee hee ^^
i won't tell you what i bought him (don't worry, not the *real* present...just....something to keep him going) but...oh my god i'm so glad i did! that was so much fun i bet its been made illegal in 9/10 countries! oof....oooh and the chocolate body paint~ got to write rude words on ryo and then lick them off! we still have some left, but i think i'm just going to eat that out of the jar. theres a meg ryan movie on tv tonight ^^
...and ryo....see when i sad that the christmas outfit was just for *you*? that meant "don't tell people otherwise i'll have tsubasa and ueda bugging me to show them".....*sigh* you don't mind sharing me with them for a night do you?
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[30 Nov 2004|07:11pm] |
ugh...shopping is such hard work!
we spent the whole day in one department store! just one! when we met up in the morning we decided to dedicate today to buying christmas presents for our nearest and dearest, but...well....there were so many pretty things for *us* that we couldn't really help picking up a few bits and pieces for ourselves ^^; but we have gotton a *lot* of christmas shopping out of the way!
and althought i'd love to tell you all exactly what we bought, i'll restrain myself! wouldn't want to spoil any surprises! oh, but shoon bought gifts in the toy department for a certain someone ^^ so cute~
i got my ryo a pressie or two as well, but they're hiding at someone else's apartment. if i take them home he'll just raid bags and cupboards when i'm not around to tell him to quit it.
i dread to think about my credit card statement though! *sigh* my bank must love me~
ryo-chan......can we go out for dinner tonight? we kinda missed our reservations the other night ^^;; eheheh....
be home soon love!
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[26 Nov 2004|11:45pm] |
kyyaaa~~
i love shopping! (^o^) and i love shopping with ryo more~ not only do i get an extra pair of hands to carry my shopping, i get to drags him round stores and make him try on clothes that look absolutely *gorgeous* on him! he's like the barbie i never had...until i was 7. but hes better than she was. his arms bend properly.
anyway, we went to that shoe shop i mentioned and found the lovliest boots i've ever put my feet into! they're so warm and comfy and lovely - exactly what i need for the coming winter months. but, silly me, i left my wallet at home! imagine that......a shopping trip with not a credit card in sight! turns out that i barely had the 250円 for the train! i need to stop keeping my change in my pockets...or...no, maybe its a good idea. anyway, i'm geting off track here...
ryo, lovely, sweet, wonderful, sexy, loyal, beautiful ryo offered to buy them for me! (^o^) so yes, i now have a new pair of boots! tsubasa, ueda, i have to show you next time we meet! you'll be sick with jealousy! hee hee~
so, after that we went to one of the big department stores. ryo got some new shirts and i made him buy a new jacket because that old one hes been wearing is looking *so* raggy and its practically threadbare. he says its comfortable. i say it makes him look like a hobo. being the caring boyfriend i am, i made him get a nice warm one so he won't be too chilly (^-^) next i shall work on an extra long scarf that we can both wear and shared mittens~
aside from the shirts and the jacket, ryo bought some other stuff, but mostly for me~ (seriously girls, take your boyfriends shopping! they need to spoil you once in a while! but not you shoon...i don't think his pocket money stretches quite that far....) some new tshirts and vest tops from gap (i know, i know...) about 4 new cute sweaters (pink, pink, purple and white-ish pink ^^ one of them is kinda baggy on me though....they only had the purple one in a small rather than the XS i normally get...but it was to pretty to pass up!) and a pair of gorgeous black jeans (size 4~) the start of my soon-to-be-fabulous winter wardrobe!
oooh, but the best part....we passed a jewelry store and this sweet little bracelet caught my eye! if it isn't the cutest thing you've ever seen you can *eat* it! its all pink and adorable with little heart charms! i'm fairy sure it was intended for little girls, but it still fits round my wrist~ ryo bought it for me while i went and ordered us some coffee at a shop down the street (^-^) it makes jangly noises when i move my arm!
*waves arm around a little*
hee hee~
anyway, ryo is staring at me oddly now, so i'll go~ tsubasa! you have to call me!
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[26 Nov 2004|10:13am] |
i get to go on a shopping trip with ryo~ which is fantastic, because it means i can buy more things! i can't be expected to carry *everything* now, can i? i found a new shoe shop as well on a little backstreet, tucked away where i've never noticed it before! thats like....a major deal!
anyway, ryo is complaining so i'll get off the computer now and go see what he wants~
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[25 Nov 2004|10:16pm] |
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happy birthday ryuhei! i know you're in osaka still, so we couldn't hang out, but when you get back to tokyo (or when we get back to osaka) i promise i'll make it up to you!
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[25 Nov 2004|02:08am] |
oh....my.....god....
ryo, honey, you are amazing. seriously....tonight was....wow. yes, i snuck out of bed, but not to update my journal. i...really needed a drink ^^; ...you look so cute when you sleep! but i know better. the rather painful feeling i have when i sit down also knows better. i'm not complaining though!!!! ^^
i missed you babe.
i'm glad you're back.
oh! and you never did tell me if you liked my new coat!
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[24 Nov 2004|10:09am] |
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oooh......going shopping with tsubasa for an hour before ryo arrives so i have a new coat to show off and so i don't freeze to death standing on the platform! i can't wait ^^ that train will be the best thing i've ever seen for all of three seconds until i catch sight of him~
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[24 Nov 2004|03:15am] |
i love him! i love him!
tomorrow cannot come soon enough!
hurry up clock!
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[23 Nov 2004|10:35pm] |
hi~
wow....first entry! *giggle* well, in the journal sense anyway (^o~) hmm...now...what to write? oh how come everyone says i never shut up in real life, but i can't think of a single thing to say on this??? how useless (-o-)~*
lets just see if this works.....
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